Thursday, May 17, 2007
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Thursday, May 17, 2007
i typed a whole chunk of words n ended up deleting them all cos i m contradicting myself...
i find myself superficial...its like i don even noe wad i m thinking abt...i don even understand myself...i noe that in this phase of life, everybody is trying to find an identity for themselves...but it seems that in the process of doing so i haf lost myself...the me now is like a body without a soul...i feel that i do not exist...sometimes i wonder who are my true frens...is it those that makes me happy?those that stya by my side?or those that makes me feel that i really exist?
i noe i m not supposed to base my value for existence on the opinions of others...but i just cant help it..."do u luv yourself?"NO