Monday, August 11, 2008
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Monday, August 11, 2008
2oo8
that day i was like staring into space
thinking wld be a better word(:
thought back
thought abt how i was last year
n compare to now
i changed
quite a lot
last year arnd this time
i was emoing 24/7
i dono how i managed that but somehow i just did
suddenly burst into tears
emotionally unstable
lol
oh n i managed to fall down quite often hah
n last yr all i thot of was how irritating i found myself n to others
turned out i worried too much huh?
picked on my own weaknesses n imperfections
im kind of a perfectionist lol
den i kinda started letting go of things
take things in my stride
as they come
now, i don emo
not much anyway
i still cry but for different reasons
n everytime i lapse back into tt nightmare, i remind myself that it wasn't worth getting e ppl arnd me upset just because i was too paranoid
but somethings will nvr changethe charisma will nvr belong to mebecause i lack the confidence to bring it out
